hmmmm – then Jesus Calling devotional said, “Do not condemn yourself for your constant need of help. Instead, come to Me with your gaping neediness; let the Light of My Love fill you. Yielding yourself to My will is ultimately an act of trust.”
Messy things all around – still sick, a difficult friendship and all my bills due. I went to the beach to absorb the heat of the sun (in my car) and just “be.” So much needed “doing” and attention – I felt no strength to deal with it. Maybe the beach was avoidance – but I felt a little better and got a little more yardwork done after.
Do you ever say, “Where’s my help?” I do wish life and decisions were easier.